My mind doesn't stay still,
Behold! i called to kill,
The wanderings of my mind,
Sensing dread of some kind,
Exhaustion hastening its way,
Yet falling lose and apart like hay,
Body convulses due to chillness,
Yet the heat inside burns every cell,
Alas, i see the extremities,
None affecting the air around,
I can see thy eyes drooling to ground,
Unable to cognize anything under sun,
Why such a devasting defeat???...
I just realized....
Iam in a lecture training....

i love my blog.... ... dont i???? when i knw... i share with you iam gonna b fine....

i do love my blog.. :)

well.... its jus so difficult at times to even breathe...! well, here breathe in the real sense i mean is to live... especially when u knw ppl arnd r not that loyal n nice...

the problem is etiqutte is lost... is the land of no where and in time of no second... what thou art doeth when thou knows that comes in on thou way is huge obstacle...only stopped by badness!

dont bother if u dint understand a word... bu as if u care!!!

help.... one word... u dont want to ask anybody...

and well,... this is not me... really... this is frustrated me... i never get so frustated... but today .... its different...!!! :( :( ....

well,,,, now iam okay... feeling a lot calm....

iam not sure....even my dreams betrayed me this morning..!! :( ....

wel....iam in a training now!! am i supposed tow rite now... the answer is an obvious no... hehe...and this is me... breaking the rule...!!! :)

well... one warning... when you ask for help... be careful whom you ask... because not everybody cares to do.

keep smilin...

life is pretty

i was wondering yesterday... y do the days look pretty? so pretty that the days dint go lik days but like the ones in the imaginary world... the days of somthing different.. when you hav good days... its a strange feelin... a feeling dat is undoubtedly filled with joyous memories...that so decoratively spreads a beautiful smile across the face...a face that has always longed such happiness... the strange feeling engulfs you... you r deep in those dreams of more of these days... different and beautiful thoughts...these train of thoughts remind us of the alice in wonderland and harry potter and all the nice cool children's story... strange right? how thoughts can influence us? how days can influence us? strange right..... how these sentences of adjectives lifts your day?? strange right, though meaningless are these sentences you still read it... and yet wanna read it...
wats up????? enough of this non sense..go bac to work....

i am writing this for 4th time...!!!
every time i wrote i erased it... and began with somthing else.... but again erased...

words cant describe the sadness...

i lik these words..they contain the most harsh expression they can contain most loving expression..yet they are not affected.
its worriness that we need to overcome....ahh.... easy task...!! and wordly emotions has no place in my body anymore....!!

what is this?

alright...this is it!
i am nice... i hav my own set limits....
i have no clue how to convey that to the other person???? its been a confusion to me for ages... ppl tend to think i can take any heights....but no...i cant...but how to convey it???

sometimes life is tough...!! u want to tell something...in the fear of hurting others you dont... u keep on and on and on adjusting.... but one fine day the balloon of adjustment bursts! and the time it bursts is worst...nobody should hear it...

i can forgive ppl....i know...and i have...
but why cant i be forgiven??? are my mistakes more hurting than their mistakes?? might be... but swear i didn't mean any...
but oh ....thou people...please understand i can taketh only this much and no more....

the anger....(my enemy)...never get it..good for you....get it very often...good fo u... but get it rarely..bad very bad fo u....

please understand me, oh! thou people!

weakness or strength?

Overcome the weakness….
Of love…???

Matters not, of which takes decision,
I have asked the mind…
It conflicts with the heart…
What finally wins matter…

Love is a weakness for many…
Is a strength for few…
What does bother you when its strength..
Go on… with love…
But bother if it’s a weakness…

I am standing on the thread of death…
My lord beckoning my soul
My souls have to be taken along…
Yet I can’t wait to reach His feet…

In a hurry, can anything be dropped?
Death swallows in its deepest hallows…
What can be dropped can be, but
Discriminating is arduous…
But discriminate no matter what...

I love you my soul…
I know I am still standing…
But can see you running…
Take me along…for life doesn’t come back again…
Not without you.

Weakness? Strength? Of love….???
What finally wins matters…
In love…
Can there be weakness at all?
:)