Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Vaikunta Ekadasi !!! today being the day for Moksha....i ask the almighty to grace me the ultimate bliss....the Moksha...Swamy...i beg you for this...! its you iam living for....dont leave me...this soul cant move without you...
i can see you puttin me in test...and i have failed...fallen... but please dont leave me...help me get up n raise to come you...


Monday, December 17, 2007

Definition

defining..... this is most toughest thing to do on the face of the earth!!! who wud not accept to me?
and the most toughest thing to define is.....any guesses.... happiness!!! thats wat i think is the most difficult expression to define. try now...try defining this..... with whatever you come up with u r still not yet satisfied! how beautiful...! :)
happiness is boundless...lets take its opposite....sadness!!! can u define it....yes ofcuz...very well indeed, cant we? so thats that...happiness, ....an eternal state ....a blissful state....in eternal bliss.... ! so now...this comes to reason out why most of us sad most times.....cuz we r able to identify and define the reason n exactly find out why.....but happiness exceeds us....!
so... keep smiling...its a mystery.....! manage smilin wen ur tears fight them....! but let the smile win cuz thats a mysterry...!
keep smiling my good old being....!

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

aint it sweet...the hope


i dont like silence much...i feel they eat up alive...but they say "silence is golden"! that is so true and silence can win the world....but wat if the silence has come as consequence to a confusion.....the mind says "dont" abd heart says "ofcuz yes"...its like your left hand moves right and right hand moves left...ur left leg takes a back step and right a front step...whr do u go? how do you go? stranded....stranglin...smudged...strugglin...squeezin...all over..
but yet...thr u find a small tiny odd shaped 'hope'...very small dat it escapes ur blured eyes...but dat hope has to be found..."hold on..dont shake..thr is hope holdin on to u...its light...it might fall...hold on"...that odd shaped thing finally brings u back to shape...and what ine between you n hope....its after all "time and patience!"

krishna...

its poignant at times when u see urself strangling with time...sombody said "time is a healer..time moves on...time doesnt wait fo anyone..." ... and iam here waitin... ... ...
Diabolic thoughts...!!
What have i lost...!!
So much in store to gain
But i aint going for that
Oh...the pain...
I am just brooding on this.
Am I a coward?
Am i afraid to face?
Am i giving it up?
I am confused...
But entrenched not to lose
Its in my hands...
I lose it, I lose it!
I win it, I win it!
Oh....what triumph it is
To win when you thought you lost
To reach the zeneath
And give my love the credit
What pleasure it gives to give...
A thousand symphony cant give that peace.

abstract....!!! i knw it is... i like writing it that way.... u knw its said...poems r best when not understood...!! hehehe... in the future i ll post some more of these...

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

My game..! ;)

i havnt been online for a long time now...somtimes...u never know that u can also get bz like every other person..!! so, i went to assist a training in the office, it was a training for the new hires...i should say it was very enjoyable...3 full days of complete fun...ofcuz learnin in between(how can i forget that...;))
and den...had a match!!! u knw which game....'my' game! n guess what... im d runners up...!! i was amazed at myself...takin a racket after 3 n half yrs..and playin a satisfyin game!... the whole of the weekend was exhilarating. somtimes when we get things as the way we wanted...heart becomes clairvoyant...empty with carelessness...smiles wide the outter organ of the heart...(here i mean the mouth, eyes...cuz these r the only two organs which expresses heart very well)...
and at times when things dont come the we expect...heart becomes heavy...full with utmost care...droplets around the eyes...(or shud i say outter heart?)...mouth starts to stop its function...
"the problem with problems are most of it doesnt exist"... how true...! think abou it next time when u r sad...!
and when u r overjoyed...think abou how you too faced problems (which never existed!)like every other person on the face of the earth!
STOIC....!!! aint we shud be??? how difficult to practice??