Long time...no show!!!
i thought my blog was missing me...so i just paid a visit, but then, it really begged n pleaded me to leave footprints for it can remember until i come back again... so, i just thought..."why not"... ! ;)
this is Dhanur masam... and there is no pravachan , neither any sat sang, nor any kind of nama smarana... that this soul is doing.... and the 'deham'... is so uselessly loitering around on this earth!!
i wish, my words, my thoughts, my emotions reach the destined place... and i hope soon, because waiting is a depressing, sorrowful and painful action.
when i stretch my hands i feel Heavens falling over me... but... the feeling disappears quickly because i only feel it not experience it... i hope it happens soon.
the road to the Lord is narrow,long, and full of hurdles... i wish i can pass it n reach the destiny...and i hope soon.
my longing i am afraid will not last long...cause its not that powerful nor that deep neither that great... but i wish it becomes pure and qualified for the Gods to hear me, and i hope soon.
i find myself always stressing on "Discrimination"... one of the first lessons in Bhagavad Gita... i feel its the most difficult. i should admit i can't tell whats good and bad.. whats correct whats wrong... i have been struggling... and i have become a mess now! or have i messed it up....! ??? its always question mark....
i pray... we all reach the abode of the Almighty one day...
Merry Christmas!
