Thursday, May 29, 2008

My mind doesn't stay still,
Behold! i called to kill,
The wanderings of my mind,
Sensing dread of some kind,
Exhaustion hastening its way,
Yet falling lose and apart like hay,
Body convulses due to chillness,
Yet the heat inside burns every cell,
Alas, i see the extremities,
None affecting the air around,
I can see thy eyes drooling to ground,
Unable to cognize anything under sun,
Why such a devasting defeat???...
I just realized....
Iam in a lecture training....

Monday, May 19, 2008


i love my blog.... ... dont i???? when i knw... i share with you iam gonna b fine....
i do love my blog.. :)

well.... its jus so difficult at times to even breathe...! well, here breathe in the real sense i mean is to live... especially when u knw ppl arnd r not that loyal n nice...

the problem is etiqutte is lost... is the land of no where and in time of no second... what thou art doeth when thou knows that comes in on thou way is huge obstacle...only stopped by badness!

dont bother if u dint understand a word... bu as if u care!!!

help.... one word... u dont want to ask anybody...

and well,... this is not me... really... this is frustrated me... i never get so frustated... but today .... its different...!!! :( :( ....
well,,,, now iam okay... feeling a lot calm....
iam not sure....even my dreams betrayed me this morning..!! :( ....
wel....iam in a training now!! am i supposed tow rite now... the answer is an obvious no... hehe...and this is me... breaking the rule...!!! :)
well... one warning... when you ask for help... be careful whom you ask... because not everybody cares to do.
keep smilin...